Different Expressions of sufi!
Time passes by so fast isn’t it? Just some days back Sufiana was seven months, and now she’s eight! All these eight months have been so beautiful, with this little soul. you cant believe it. We had so many plans to do this day, but you know why we just thought to keep it simple?
I had many ideas of making a Cupcake. And stuff, but we didn’t. You know why? If we made a Cupcake that won’t do Sufiana any good, because we won’t give her a piece, as it contains different things, which are not good for Babies. Like Baking soda, and a lot more. And we may needing 2-3 hours to make it. So all that time, someone needs to be taking Sufiana, and she will get bored. As pappa was also not there. She cannot eat it, nor make it. So whats the point? It will be fun for us maybe, not for her.. We will make it then it eat it also. And it is not our birthday its hers. What do you think Readers?
Well, feeling little sad, today i remembered that i had this Art Class, i have every Wednesday. So i had to leave before 3 for it. And, today Papa wasn’t home too. And i had gone to my Art Class, so i knew i wouldn’t get too much time to spend time with Sufi.
And, today we gave her our landline phone this afternoon, the big one with all those soft feather touch buttons, i thought that would keep her busy for less than half an hour or so, but it didn’t keep her busy for even 5 mins as she was curious to see more! I cant tell you how active she is, she crawls all over the place, and pees everywhere! And since 5-10 days she is saying ‘Ma, Ma’ from morning, till night, and she also knows the meaning of it now, Ma means mamma! That’s why whenever she’s sleepy, she calls out- Ma, mum, mum, mum… But the surprising thing is, she calls everyone mamma, as she doesn’t know what to call me, although i keep saying Di, or Pai, or Pari in front of her. So she calls me the same, – Ma, Ma.
I feel so happy to have this little soul with me. Sometimes i tell mamma, that i wish Sufiana would be one year, so she would talk, walk, sit,. It’d be so much fun! But then sometimes i think, she should stay like this – small. That’s what mamma used to think for me, when somebody asked my age, my mom said 8. And the next second she was not able to believe i have become so big already! Sometimes, she wishes i would be the same tiny baby as i was before.
I just cant even think how fun my life will be when sufi will get slightly bigger, and i keep dreaming that i am taking her out in a pram… Playing with her, running after her…. Its gonna be so much fun! But when it tell this to mamma, i also tell her that when she’ll finally be 1 year old I might wish it was so awesome when she was smaller! And mamma used to tell me this when sufi was not born, and tells me now, too, if sufi will insist that Pari feeds her, will you?And my answer is the same, Yes. Because i have NEVER fed anyone! And sometimes, i am pretty excited to do that. Infact, when i was small, i used to forcibly feed my mamma!
But my mom knows, my answer may not ALWAYS be yes. But oh, i forgot to tell you, when my mom asked the similar question but in a slightly different way. I gave a different answer. Her question was, “Pari if you’re busy doing your art and Sufiana comes and tell you to feed her. What will you do?” Here was my answer.
“Ah! Okay this time its no. Because i don’t like anyone disturbing me while i am doing my art”.
That’s it readers. I will share more posts about sufi soon. Tell me what you feel about this post in the comments. I’ll be waiting for them:-)